http://www.recreatingme.com The Journey to Find the Real Me Wed, 03 Mar 2010 18:45:09 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Today’s weight: 264 lbs. I decided that today I'm going to start writing here again. It's time to stop complaining about my life and start doing something. I've been bitching about my circumstances here and elsewhere for too many years. In fact, I found an old journal from college (1984-1990) and ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2009/07/07/a-new-beginning/ Today's weight: 267 lbs. I've been neglecting this site for too long, but the last five months of my life have been a nightmare. It's time to buckle down and really get on task to creating the life I want and dream about. I knew that Saturn coming into my sign this ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/10/06/blows-off-dust/ Just as I was finally getting what I wanted at work and things in life were starting to fall into place...WHAM! Instead of my lovely 3-11 shift, I am now working 6pm to 6am 3 days a week (either Sun-Tues or Thurs-Sat) and a six hour shift (either 6pm-Midnight or ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/06/18/another-unexpected-break/ Wow, I didn't think it had been that long since I had written here. I've been seriously taking a look at my life and trying to evaluate what is working and what isn't. One thing I've concluded is that I'm awfully good at making plans and living in the future, but ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/04/08/unexpected-hiatus/ Todays weight: 300 lbs. Well, I'm back to where I swore I would never be again. Seeing that 3 this morning was really disheartening, but not unexpected. I had a rough last couple of weeks. Instead of dealing directly with the frustration and anger or finding positive outlets, I moped and ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/01/28/weekly-weigh-in-12808/ This site is no longer hosted on Dreamhost because they suck. http://blog.dreamhost.com/2008/01/15/um-whoops/ If you can read this post, it means the DNS to my new server has been updated. http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/01/20/dreamhost-can-bite-me/ Today's Weight: 297.4 lbs. Geez, the first month of 2008 is already almost half over. Where is the year going? Not a huge weight loss this week, but better than nothing considering the fact that I'm still sick and have upper chest congestion that's keeping me from being active. I've really been thinking ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/01/14/weekly-weigh-in-11408/ There is a girl at work I can't stand. I absolutely loathe her. For a variety of reasons, she gets under my skin. I realize that I can't change her and my best course of action everyday is just to ignore her, but for some reason, I can't. I can't ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/01/08/whats-the-problem/ Today's Weight: 298.9 lbs. Since my one goal/resolution in this new year is to get healthy (physicially, mentally and financially), it's time to start writing here again. While I know that what the scale says is not the most important factor, with as much weight as I have to lose, it's ... http://www.recreatingme.com/2008/01/07/weekly-weigh-in-1708/ I know I'm out of shape, but today confirmed it. I finally got off my butt and worked out to my Sweatin' to the Oldies video. OMG, the backs of my legs are in pain. I'm going to have some issues walking tomorrow. http://www.recreatingme.com/2007/11/12/im-out-of-shape/