Today’s weight: 264 lbs.

I decided that today I’m going to start writing here again. It’s time to stop complaining about my life and start doing something. I’ve been bitching about my circumstances here and elsewhere for too many years. In fact, I found an old journal from college (1984-1990) and I was writing about the same darned things I’m complaining about now. The Secret teaches that you get more of that on which you focus. It certainly explains why things have not improved in 25 (yes, it’s been that long) years. It’s also said the definition of insanity is to keep doing the same things and expecting a different result. Well, it’s time to stop the crazy.

I’m going to do something daily that will help me attain my goals, no matter how small. I’m going to find additional income so that I can achieve my dreams. I’m going to get fit and healthy. I’m going to put myself first and stop feeling guilty about it.

I’ve wanted to live somewhere where there are less people. where I can have my alpaca ranch, where I can breathe. I think I found such a place in North Dakota. My #1 goal is to get my ducks in a row so that I can make this move.